I’ve been triggered once again
Held captive by these thoughts in my head…
laying here in my bed
I keep trying to breathe but this pain is suffocating me
can someone please turn on the light?
I seemed to have lost sight,
Of brighter days and happiness
All I hold is emptiness
This glass between the world and I
It’s making me feel dead inside
I pray these images let me rest.
So I can stop being tormented by past regrets
This beast I fight is beating me
Is it him or I ?
I guess In time we will see
Those jagged teeth ripping into me
Laying here while inside, I bleed.
He thinks he’s won
That cocky beast
But he must not know, I don’t accept defeat.
So round and round the fighting goes.
But this girl won’t quit
Cause this girl has soul.